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Monday, December 15, 2008

Goodbye guys ?

shocked huh ? i finally post. but well, today i will bring bad news. maybe nt to u guys, but it is for me. Ok, for many of u out there which didnt noe, my family had difficulties paying the house rent since few years ago thanks to my father. that amount of outstanding balance has accumulate to a amount of 19k plus 2.5k penalty fee. what more is that the amount of money we need to pay is not the actual house loan itself. the house loan itself still has a outstanding of 150k. the HDB guy came this morning and told us about this, he also said HDB has every right to take back the flat anytime now because the amount we owe is simply too high. my father still has the nerve to take his injuired hip as a excuse when the guy told us this. true its his injuiry now that result him to be unable to work but, what about before he broke his hip ? everyday only noe how to smoke, drink, 4D, toto, lie to us that he is working but in the end get loan shark money to cover for his ass, in the end no money pay then turn to us for our help. we no money to help him, loan shark find us trouble, splash paint etc etc. that is why i would give excuse when friends wanna come my hse back then, because i simple dunno where to put my face. ccb, having a father like that is truely a disgrace, in hokkien its called XIA SUAY. i fucking swear i will not become like him in the future, will not become a junk to the society and will not burden my dearest family. as his son, i had lost all my respect towards him. until THIS DAY, he shows no sign of repentance and yet continuing his foul habits. me and my mum especially my mum and my passed away grandma, has helped him so much yet he does not have any sign of gratefulness and instead give us more trouble. frankly speaking, i already given up hope on him and so do my mum. for now, all i hope now is he doesnt give us anymore burdens and let my family get through this crisis. so to all my friends living around me, thx for all the stuffs and memories. i truely appreciate and am grateful. since i dunno how much longer will i be able to stay here, all i can do now is saying goodbye in advance. so see u guys ! maybe or maybe not.

`tomato squashed @ 4:58 PM